Diary

you will wet the whole bed! I won’t, it’s been 5 minutes. so the time went wrong? Maybe time is like an anxious person. But I don’t want to be in such a hurry. it’s been 13 minutes now, it’s worrying me. Time has already controlled me too much. you will wet everything!

Okay, I confess I can’t take it anymore. see? time is right. Yeah, it must be important to crumble my comfort.

Why did I hear you? What's happening with me?

LainIwakuraBR.

When I came back from the fainting, I realized that those friends I had were all dead, like lightning came and went. Some of them took not only their own dreams, but a little bit of the dreams of everyone who stayed behind. Now, we who remain are no longer the same. Mainly me, who also went and; being refused at the gates of heaven; I went back to tell how it went.

I never told them.

dying isn't so bad after all

LainIwakuraBR.

How is it possible to find comfort in pain? That’s what I’ve been asking myself… New bruises have appeared and the pain is excruciating Why is it so attractive? How to not get carried away? Faced with a feeling so deep So sincere and so powerful? Like the pieces of dead animals you eat at dinner

Maybe the only real thing I can smell it It doesn’t care about our values Our ethics and morals mean nothing

I'm alone

LainIwakuraBR.

It’s not like I can just close my eyes and sleep. I don’t like the dark and I’m uncomfortable today. I can’t even face these monsters, I think it makes me very human.

I feel like laughing until I’m out of breath. That’s what I’m doing now. Actually, that’s what I’d like to be doing right now. But I can’t stop thinking about how the people around me would react if they knew how I feel.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

LainIwakuraBR.

There comes a time when you get tired...

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LainIwakuraBR.