Some thoughts
the prerequisite to join the group is to know where the group is No one will never find it. but isn’t that what makes it special? Hmm… well. uh, huh
The group exists only in your mind, isn’t it? hahaha What? what a silly thing that would be
look at me
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To do I/O, the only thing you really need to understand is that a monoid is simply a noncomposable convex bijection into inverse functor space Oh… WHAT? Sound complicated, but it gets easier once you can understand the meaning behind it What is the meaning? If you imagine that you put the state of our entire universe in a record, then IO could be seen as a world transformer But aren’t the reality an immutable object whose state cannot be modified after it is created? A function with side effects simply maps a state of the world to a new one. For example, “Hello World!” takes a world where the screen is blank, and returns a world where “Hello World!” is on the screen, it doesn’t violate immutability
and never tells the user how exactly the world changed… Exactly…
he said the alkaloids are highly unstable lol
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Be cured… from what exactly? I don’t feel like I’m sick.
I don’t feel… anything.
so close... listen to my breath...
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you will wet the whole bed! I won’t, it’s been 5 minutes. so the time went wrong? Maybe time is like an anxious person. But I don’t want to be in such a hurry. it’s been 13 minutes now, it’s worrying me. Time has already controlled me too much. you will wet everything!
Okay, I confess I can’t take it anymore. see? time is right. Yeah, it must be important to crumble my comfort.
Why did I hear you? What's happening with me?
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When I came back from the fainting, I realized that those friends I had were all dead, like lightning came and went. Some of them took not only their own dreams, but a little bit of the dreams of everyone who stayed behind. Now, we who remain are no longer the same. Mainly me, who also went and; being refused at the gates of heaven; I went back to tell how it went.
I never told them.
dying isn't so bad after all
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How is it possible to find comfort in pain? That’s what I’ve been asking myself… New bruises have appeared and the pain is excruciating Why is it so attractive? How to not get carried away? Faced with a feeling so deep So sincere and so powerful? Like the pieces of dead animals you eat at dinner
Maybe the only real thing I can smell it It doesn’t care about our values Our ethics and morals mean nothing
I'm alone
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It’s not like I can just close my eyes and sleep. I don’t like the dark and I’m uncomfortable today. I can’t even face these monsters, I think it makes me very human.
I feel like laughing until I’m out of breath. That’s what I’m doing now. Actually, that’s what I’d like to be doing right now. But I can’t stop thinking about how the people around me would react if they knew how I feel.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
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There comes a time when you get tired...
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