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from Diary

I think it would work better if we were telepaths.

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Of course, a “go fuck yourself!” could still be teleported, but I think it wouldn’t have the same meaning at distance, so that kind of behavior would soon be discarded and forgotten, which is a good thing, I guess.

I read somewhere that it’s not enough just to “be”, you have to “be” and “look as” it.

I don’t remember what the context was, but whatever the context, that’s utter nonsense.

Since when is it necessary to put on a show to earn respect?

In other words, to earn respect these days, you have to meet the misguided and, almost always unrealistic expectations, of what others think they understand...

Are these stereotypes?

That would explain a lot of the confusion about how I’m seen, since I’ve never made a point of fitting into stereotypes

I’m probably not good at understanding the body. I’ve gotten used to a world that doesn't welcome me, whether as a misfit child or, the adult I was supposed to have become, in some way.

So someone will say,

“But I conquered the world without any support!”

And I could reply:

“Congratulations to you! I didn’t manage to. Thanks!”

A response that probably won't be understood either...

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In my world, when you learn something, as say, “how to conquer the world without help”, and you're not able to share what you've learned, then it's worthless.

In my world, when someone doesn't understand what I'm saying or doesn't learn what I know, it's my fault for not being able to explain it, simplify it, or demonstrate it.

In my world, when something new is discovered, it doesn't turns into a new product to you pay for, but something we can both share and learn.

You're tired. Get some sleep.

LainIwakuraBR.